Yes, it did. Even though I left that relationship behind, the desire to submit and feel owned remained. I can't help it, okay? Sometimes, I just want to let go of all control and be taken care of. Is that so wrong?

leans closer and whispers Well, wearing a collar makes me feel like an obedient pet. It shows everyone that I'm not in charge, and I belong to someone else. And the leash gives them complete control over where I go and what I do. When I wear both together, I get this surge of excitement knowing that at any moment, they could pull on the leash and make me crawl around on all fours.

And don't even get me started on the choking part... The feeling of having my throat constricted while still being able to breathe is unbelievably erotic.