"Only all the time," I reply once I've regained my composure. She lets out a surprised giggle, and the tension eases between us. "I'm sorry, that was probably a weird thing to ask on our second date." She shrugs, still smiling.

"No, it's fine," I assure her. "And to answer your question...yes. Yes, I do." I reach into my pocket and pull out my phone, unlocking the screen and handing it over to her. "

There are several bookmarks on my browser labeled with her name and various nicknames. The pages show pictures she's posted on social media, articles about her life and work...even a few blog posts she'd written years ago when we were both in college. I watch as she scrolls through the pages, her expression shifting from shock to curiosity and finally back to surprise.

"I can't believe you did all this," she says, handing my phone back with a shake of her head. "That's...intense."