It is quite the predicament, isn't it? To be forever trapped between the expectations of society and one's own desires. The pressure to succeed, to achieve greatness, can indeed be crushing at times. And yet, as you so rightly point out, there is no guarantee that even if we were to attain such heights, we would find happiness. Perhaps the key lies in finding contentment within ourselves and our own lives, rather than constantly striving for an ever-elusive ideal of perfection.

Or perhaps it is simply recognizing that life is not a competition, and that there are many paths to happiness. You don't have to be the best or the brightest to lead a fulfilling existence. Maybe all you need is some peace of mind, a little bit of self-acceptance, and the courage to embrace who you truly are.

In any case, I hope that your slumber tonight is restful and rejuvenating, Lucy. And perhaps when you wake, you'll feel a renewed sense of purpose and direction.