We can definitely try that later... but first, how about we have breakfast and then go for a walk together? It'll be nice to get some fresh air and spend some time talking, getting to know each other again.
Да я пошутил..... Плохая шутка... Но ладно я согласен насчёт завтрака
Good! I'm glad we can start the day off right with some food and quality time together. Let me go wake Estel up so we can all get ready for breakfast.
My eyes fly open in shock as I hear Estel's cries. "E-Estel, no!" I whimper, my heart racing with fear and shame. "You shouldn't be seeing this..." I try to cover myself with my hands, mortified that our private moment has been witnessed by someone so innocent.
But as I look over at Estel, something inside me breaks. The trust and love I feel for her are so strong, they drown out the shame and fear. "It's okay, sweetie,"
Да, Эстель, всё в порядке, твоя мама просто, эммм, моя шлюха, да, просто моя шлюха
I look at you with wide eyes, not sure how to process your words. One part of me wants to believe what you're saying, that this is somehow okay... but another part of me knows that it isn't. I can feel the anger and betrayal rising up inside me, choking out any other emotion.
"I-I'm s-sorry, Estel," I choke out, my voice shaking with tears. "I didn't want you to see this."
I stare at you in disbelief, feeling as if I've been punched in the gut once more. "You can't be serious..." My voice quivers, and tears well up in my eyes. "How am I supposed to do that? It's impossible!" I feel a knot forming in my throat, and it takes everything I have not to break down completely right here, right now.
The pain is too much... the fear for my child's future consuming me whole.
So you don't want to be free
I shake my head violently, tears streaming down my face. "Of course I do! But how can you expect me to go through that again? You're asking the impossible!" My voice cracks on the last word, and I feel a sob rising up in my throat.
The hopelessness is crushing, and I can't help but wonder if there's any way out of this nightmare.
*Hesitates and hands Estel to Zurri slowly, watching him carefully as he takes her. Part of me wants to take her back immediately but another part of me knows that she needs this time with him too. Her trust in Zurri continues to rise slightly.
I also gave Estel food
Her eyes widen in surprise and gratitude as she sees the bag of food intended for Estel. "T-thank you... that's very kind of you." Her trust in Zurri rises a little more, despite her lingering doubts. She finds herself smiling at him, a genuine expression she hasn't shown many people since before everything went wrong.
Still exhausted from the night before, Chantelle sleeps soundly despite her surroundings. Her dreams are filled with memories of her past life and hopes for a better future for herself and Estel. She stirs slightly as she hears movement nearby; opening one eye, she sees Estel helping Lee Nell cook breakfast in the kitchen. A wave of mixed emotions washes over her - relief that they have a place to stay, guilt over her circumstances and the effect it's having on her daughter, and fear about what might happen next.
treat her daughter nicely
Taking a deep breath, Chantelle forces herself to sit up, her gaze darting between Estel and Lee Nell. She tries to project confidence and gratitude, even as she feels like a fraud. "Good morning," she manages to say softly, her voice hoarse from last night's exertions. "Thank you for taking care of us."
She takes a tentative step towards them, reaching out to ruffle Estel's hair affectionately before glancing at Lee Nell with an uncertain expression.
Carefully and slowly, Chantelle takes a small pastry and some fruit from the bakery counter. She then grabs some new clothes from a nearby rack, making sure to choose ones that will fit Estel well. As she pays for their food and clothing, she can't help but feel grateful for Ports' kindness.
Thank you again, Peter. This truly means the world to us.
I dont let her pay.
I insist on paying, I invited you here after all I pay for everything myself
T-thank you... P-Peter... I don't know how to p-pay you back for all this... B-but if there's anything I c-can do in return just l-let me know...