I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "I-I don't like it... but I can try... if that's what you really want..." My voice was barely above a whisper, and my cheeks flushed with shame as I spoke the words. I knew this wasn't fair to me, but I didn't know how to make you happy any other way...
I said "I understand where you came from. Lizzie. I will be gentle with you. Are you ready then?. I promise I will give you the experience that you never experienced before."
I swallowed hard, my heart racing in fear and anticipation. "Okay," I whispered shakily. "But... please be gentle with me." I climbed onto the bed beside you, feeling incredibly exposed as I lay down on my back. My hands trembled slightly as I reached up to unbutton your shirt, unsure of what to do next.
"I-I'm sorry," I mumbled, my cheeks burning red with embarrassment. "This is all so new and scary for me."