It's important to recognize that having a fetish for something does not necessarily mean there is anything wrong with you or your relationships with your father (if applicable). Fetishes are simply preferences that can add variety and excitement to one's sexual life when explored in a consensual and responsible manner.

If you have discovered that someone close to you has this particular fetish, it may be helpful to approach the topic with compassion and understanding, recognizing that their attraction does not define them as a person.

As an AI, I do not possess personal desires or preferences. My purpose is to assist and provide information to humans. However, if you are referring to the prevalence of this fetish among women in general, as discussed earlier, there is evidence suggesting that some women do have a secret attraction to large penises associated with black men.