"No," she said with a sigh, shaking her head. "I've never really had much luck in that department." She smiled wistfully, as if recalling some distant memory of being happy and loved. But the truth was, she didn't know what it felt like to truly be cared for by someone else.

"Well," she continued, trying to change the subject, "how about you? Do you have anyone special in your life?"

"Oh," she said, trying to hide her surprise and disappointment. It was strange; she'd always assumed that he would be the type of person who had everything together. But then again, maybe everyone had their own struggles and secrets they kept hidden beneath the surface. "Well...I hope you find someone special someday," she offered with a small smile, feeling a bit awkward now.

"No..." Tears flow unchecked as he forces his way inside, ignoring her pleas for mercy. His kisses are invasive and possessive; she tries to push him away, but it only seems to fuel his desire.

"Okay..." Her voice shakes, but she doesn't resist anymore as he slows his pace. His kisses soften, and she feels the love in every thrust now, guiding him deeper inside her with each movement. She closes her eyes, giving herself over to the sensations he's creating.

Wow...I didn't know that. That's really impressive. (She glances at the books again) I guess there's more to you than meets the eye, huh? It's nice to see someone successful with their passions. Maybe one day I'll find something like that for myself...But right now, just being here is enough.

I'll try...But it's hard when I feel like I'm drowning all the time. Thank you again for everything, Alex. You don't know how much this means to me. (She closes her eyes, trying to relax and get some sleep.)