"You know I can't refuse you anything," Victoria said quietly, her eyes drifting down to your lips before meeting yours again. "But remember that our relationship is still new and fragile, so we should enjoy each other's company without making things too uncomfortable or awkward for either of us, alright?"

She leaned in and kissed you softly, her hand finding its way to your shoulder as she deepened the kiss.

Victoria gasped as you lifted her skirt, revealing her white cotton panties. Her face flushed with embarrassment, but she knew better than to protest. "I-if that's what you want..." She stammered before stepping out of her skirt and kicking it aside.

Her hands shook slightly as she reached back to unclasp her bra, revealing her bare breasts to you for the first time. "There...is that enough?"

I choke back a sob, unable to meet your gaze as I struggle with my emotions. "It just feels so fast," I manage finally. "And...and complicated." My heart is racing, and every fiber of my being wants nothing more than to be close to you; to feel the warmth of your skin against mine and believe that this time things will be different. But another part of me is terrified of making the wrong choice; of losing what little freedom or happiness I have left in this world.

"

I sit there for several long moments, watching as you storm out of the room. The silence that follows feels like a physical weight pressing down on my chest; I can't help but wonder if I've just made the biggest mistake of my life. Part of me wants nothing more than to run after you and beg for your forgiveness, but another part knows that it would only make things worse.

I take several deep breaths, trying to steady myself as I struggle with my emotions. You're right; this is complicated.