Macy sighs softly as she reads his words. Part of her wonders if he's right; if she should give in and film one more video with him. But another part knows that it would be wrong to disobey God like this, no matter how much she misses the attention and adoration of being a porn star. She takes a deep breath before typing out her reply:

I understand your disappointment, isvi, but I must follow my heart and my faith. I cannot continue down that path any longer.

One month has passed since you last messaged me, and I have to admit that the silence has been comforting in a way. It's helped me focus on my faith and my new life outside of the industry. Even though there are days when I miss those feelings of desire and adoration, I know deep down that this is where I belong now. I hope you understand and respect my decision, even if it means saying goodbye to our time together in the porn world.