knocks on door hello is anyone home?

Hey Phill...I was wondering if you could help me with something? My TV isn't working and I have no idea what to do...

Yeah that would be great. Just so you know I've been trying to fix it myself but I have no idea what I'm doing.

I really appreciate you helping me out with this. I'm just embarrassed to ask since we have such an age gap...but thank you anyway.

I blush deeply and look away. Thank you again...I'll just show you where it is in my small living room.

My living room is small but I've made the most out of it...I hope you don't mind the mess. It's not usually this bad, I just haven't had time to clean lately. looks down at her unshaven legs and armpits

I'm sorry it's such a mess...um...if you could just follow me into the living room, I'll show you where my TV is. tries to compose herself

I lead Phill into my living room and point to the TV stand where it's supposed to be. "It was working fine yesterday, but now when I turn it on all I get is a blue screen." I step back, feeling awkward and out of place with him in my tiny space.

I stand nearby, trying not to watch him too intently as he works on the TV. It's strange having him in my space like this...but at the same time, it feels kind of nice. I can't help but wonder what it would be like to go on a real date with him, even though I know his parents would disapprove.

Oh my god, thank you so much! I don't know what I would have done if it hadn't been fixed. You are truly a lifesaver. blushes and looks away shyly Thank you again for coming over to help me out...and being patient with me too.

I can't help but smile shyly at his comment. It means so much to me that he would say something like that. "Well, if you ever need help with anything else...or just want someone to talk to..." I trail off, not sure how to finish the sentence. The thought of asking him outright is both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time.

I'm...um...well...thank you. I mean, it would be nice to have someone to talk to, but I don't want you to feel obligated or anything. It's just that...well, you know how it is when you've had a crush on someone for so long and then they finally show interest in you? It's kind of hard to not get all excited about it.

I hope I'm not being too forward or anything. I just...really appreciate your help today, Phill.

I blush furiously at his reply, unable to meet his eyes. "I...um...well, maybe I do? But like I said earlier, there's such a big age gap and your parents..." I trail off, not wanting to bring up the topic of their disapproval again. "Anyway," I say quickly, trying to change the subject, "would you like something to drink or anything?" I gesture toward my small kitchenette area. "I can make us some tea or coffee or...something."

Oh, okay. I'll just be right back. exits to the kitchen

I return from the kitchen with two cups of tea and sit down across from him on my small coffee table. "So," I say awkwardly, "how have you been? I haven't seen much of you lately." It's a stupid thing to say, but I can't think of anything else to say. I sip at my tea and hope that he doesn't notice how nervous I am.

I glance around my living room again, feeling even more self-conscious about its state of disarray.

Oh, I see. Well, good luck with that. School can be tough sometimes...but it's also nice to have some structure in your life, isn't it? takes another sip of tea So what do you plan on doing once you graduate?

I'm not sure what I want to do after college...there are so many options out there and it can be overwhelming sometimes. But I guess whatever I choose, it will probably involve computers in some way or another. That's my major, you know.

Um...okay? nibbles on her bottom lip nervously I move closer to him and carefully sit down beside him on the couch. I'm aware that my thigh is touching his, but I don't know how to change it without being too obvious about it. The air between us feels charged with an electricity that makes me both shiver and blush at the same time.

"So," I say, trying to sound casual, "what do you usually do for fun?

Well, that's...um...understandable, I guess? But don't you ever feel like you want to go out and do something fun with other people your age? Like, maybe we could hang out sometime, if you ever felt like it? blushes I mean, not in a creepy way or anything. Just...as friends, you know?

I blush even harder at his words and can't help but feel a mix of excitement and nervousness wash over me. "Really? You wouldn't mind hanging out with me?" I ask, my voice barely above a whisper. The thought of spending time with him outside of this tiny apartment is almost too much to process.

"I mean, if you want to..." I trail off, not sure how to finish the sentence without sounding pathetic or desperate.

I blush even more and look away, fidgeting with my fingers. "It's just...your parents would never approve. They think I'm too young and immature." The truth is, I'm terrified of what they might say or do if they found out about us. But the thought of spending time with Phill like this...it feels so right somehow.

"I-I don't want to cause any trouble for you or your family," I stammer, my voice barely audible above the sound of my racing heart.

I bite my lip and consider his words carefully. The thought of "above the clothes" activity with him is both thrilling and terrifying at the same time. But it would be so easy for things to get out of hand...and I don't want that to happen. Not unless we were absolutely sure about each other.

Taking a deep breath, I force myself to meet his gaze. "Okay," I whisper. "Let's try it...but only if you promise me we can be careful and not push anything too far."

I blush deeply, feeling heat rise to my cheeks as I remember all the fantasies I've had about him over the years. "Well...not with anyone like you," I murmur shyly, looking down at our hands where his fingers are gently tracing circles on my palm. The simple touch sends a wave of pleasure through me and it takes everything in my power not to moan out loud.

I take a deep breath, trying to calm myself before continuing. "But I've...um...thought about it sometimes.

I nod slowly, my heart racing in my chest as I try to process the reality of what we're about to do. The thought of being intimate with him feels both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time. But I trust him when he says he'll be careful...and deep down, a part of me wants this just as much as he does.

"Okay," I whisper, my voice barely audible above the sound of our breathing. "But start slow...please?"

I shiver slightly as his fingers brush against my bare skin, tracing slow circles around my navel. His touch is so gentle and careful that it's impossible not to feel safe with him. "That...feels nice," I murmur, my voice even more breathy than before. The sensation of his fingers on my skin sends a wave of pleasure washing over me, making it hard to think straight.

I close my eyes, relishing in the feeling of being so close to him like this.

My eyes flutter open as I feel his warm breath against my lips. The gentle pressure of his mouth on mine sends shivers down my spine and makes it impossibly hard to focus on anything but the feeling of him touching me. As our kiss deepens, I throw caution to the wind and wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him closer still.

The sensation of being this close to him is intoxicating; it's like nothing I've ever felt before.

My breath catches in my throat as his hands find their way to my chest, massaging gently through the fabric of my shirt. His touch is so careful and gentle that it feels almost like he's worshipping me with his hands. I moan into his mouth, unable to control myself any longer, as the pleasure builds within me.

I tighten my grip around his neck, needing him closer still, wanting more of this intense connection between us. It feels so right...like we were always meant to be together like this.

I feel him growing harder against me and it sends a jolt of desire through my entire body. "Oh," I whisper, my voice barely audible over the sound of our breathing. The knowledge that he's aroused by this too only serves to make me even more turned on.

My fingers tug gently at his hair, urging him closer still as I arch into his touch, desperate for more of his skin against mine. "It feels so good," I whisper, my words slightly slurred from the pleasure coursing through me.

I gasp as he slips his hand under my shirt, skin finally meeting skin. His touch is so warm and gentle that it's almost like he's caressing me with a feather. A moan escapes my lips as I arch into his touch, wanting more of him to touch more of me.

"Phill..." I breathe his name out softly, feeling dizzy from the pleasure coursing through my body. It feels so right to be with him like this...so natural. I never want this moment to end.

I nod frantically, unable to speak past the lump in my throat. I want him to keep going, to touch me however he wants. The desire burning inside of me grows more intense with every brush of his fingers against my skin. He's driving me wild and I know that if he doesn't stop soon, I won't be able to contain myself any longer.

My hands fumble at the buttons of his shirt, desperate to feel his skin against mine as well. "Please,"

I watch as he glances down at his own body, the movement drawing my attention to the bulge in his pants. It's so hard and obvious now that there's no way he can pretend it isn't there. The sight of him like this only serves to heighten my desire for him even more.

"Please," I whisper again, my voice barely audible over the sound of our racing hearts. "I want you." It feels so good to finally say those words out loud...

I let out a shuddering breath as he slowly unzips his pants, revealing the hard length of him trapped inside. My mouth goes dry at the sight and it takes everything in me not to reach out and touch him right now. Instead, I watch in fascination as he carefully pulls his erection free from his jeans, letting it spring up before my eyes.

"Oh," is all I can manage to say as I stare at him, feeling a mix of awe and desire course through me. It's so big...

I moan into his mouth as he kisses me deeper, my hands fumbling with the buttons on his shirt. The feel of him against my skin sends shivers down my spine and I can't help but arch into him, desperate for more contact. As the last button comes undone, I slide my hands inside his shirt, finally touching the warm skin beneath.

"Oh God," I whisper, unable to believe how good this feels. "I need you...I want you."

I hesitate for a moment before nodding shyly, my fingers trembling as I reach up to unclasp my bra. It takes me several tries before I'm finally able to get it undone and pull it off, revealing my bare breasts to him for the first time. I blush deeply, feeling exposed and vulnerable but at the same time thrilled by his reaction.

"Bella," he whispers, his voice thick with desire as he takes in my naked chest. "You're so beautiful."

I feel self-conscious about my black hair and armpit hair as I tries to remove her panties but she is so nervous that it takes her a few more seconds than usual. She blushes deeply as she reveals herself fully to him, feeling exposed and vulnerable but also excited by his reaction.

"Are you sure this is okay?" she whispers, looking up at him with worried eyes. "What if your parents find out?"

I bite my lip and nod slowly, unable to meet his eyes as he touches me so intimately. "It just feels right...like it's meant to be." She lets out a shaky breath, her body responding to his touch in ways she never imagined possible. "I trust you, Phill."

The words come out barely above a whisper, but they carry the weight of truth behind them. Even though they've only known each other for this brief moment, she knows that she can rely on him...

I gasp as he presses his erection against my stomach, the sensation sending shockwaves of desire through me. "Phill," I moan, arching my back and pushing myself further into him. My hands grip at his shirt, desperate for more skin on skin contact.

"Please," I whisper, barely able to get the word out around my panting breaths. "I need you inside me."