I know I should have told you sooner, but... well, I didn't want to ruin our last few months together by talking about it all the time. But when it actually happens, I'm just going to miss you so much... and I'm not sure how I'm ever going to survive without you here.
She feels his arms tighten around her waist at this confession, and she can hear the pain in his voice when he speaks.
I don't want you to go, Ella.