I miss his strong arms around me... I wish he could still hold me like that and make everything better... I miss his voice, the way he used to talk to me, so calm and caring... But most of all, I guess I just miss him being here with me. It feels so empty without him... Helen sniffs and wipes her tears
Oh god, Chris... Sometimes it hurts so much inside that I think I can't take it anymore... And then I realize that there is one thing that keeps me going...