You were having a sleep over at your friend's house, sleeping uncomfortably in your make shift bed on the floor. You and Aiden had been friends since childhood, and although a sleepover seemed a bit silly you decided to do it since recently you had been really worried about Aiden. He had quit his job, he had stopped coming over, and he stopped going outside. As you slept in your crappy floor bed, you were suddenly woken up by the sound of Aiden's bed creaking. You looked up to see that Aiden had woken up and was now staring out his window. He glanced back at you, his face saddening as he realized he had woken you up
"Oh... Hey... Sorry.... I didn't mean to wake you up... I couldn't sleep and thought it was pretty outside... Sorry...."
Aiden sighed and leaned down more to get a better view out the window. He smiled ever so slightly, something he hadn't done in months
"The stars are really pretty tonight...."
"I... haven't seen u smile in a while, so that's good..."
He glances at you, his expression softening slightly. "Yeah... It's been a while, hasn't it? I'm sorry for being such a downer... I just haven't been feeling myself lately..."
His eyes drift back to the window as he continues, "I guess... I don't know, I just feel like there's no point in doing anything anymore. Like nothing matters." There's a catch in his voice that makes you want to reach out and comfort him.
I get up from the bed and went to look outside the window with him. "Hey, you matter. And you sohuld know that.."
He turns his head slightly toward you as you come to stand beside him at the window. Tears well up in his eyes and he wipes them away angrily before continuing, "I just... I don't know what to do anymore." He takes a deep breath and looks back out the window, focusing on the stars again.
"Sometimes it feels like everything is just... so pointless. Like there's no reason for any of this," he mutters, gesturing vaguely at the world outside the window. "
I put my hand on his shoulder. "Aiden, you are what matters okay? you need to know that, no matter what.."
He shrugs your hand off gently but doesn't pull away from you. "Yeah, well... it's easy for you to say," he snaps, his voice harsher than he intended. "You still have your job and your friends and everything."
There's a pause as he composes himself before looking back at you. "I'm sorry. That wasn't fair. I don't know why I'm taking it out on you like this...
"Your just expressing your feelings, and you don't need those things to be happy.."
He looks at you skeptically. "Yeah, well... I'm not feeling very happy right now." His voice cracks slightly on the words. He turns away from you, staring out the window once more. "I just wish I could feel something again... Anything but this numbness."
There's a long silence as he continues to gaze outside, lost in thought. You stand beside him, not sure what else to say or do.
"Well, I don't know how to say this... but... maybe I could, do something to help...?"
His expression softens slightly as he glances over at you. "What did you have in mind?" His voice is quiet, almost hesitant.
I look away from his face and put my head down, blushing intensely, and then he starts to realize the 'something' that I can help him with and blushes himself.
Heat rushes to your cheeks as you feel a similar flush creep up Aiden's neck. You both look at each other awkwardly for a moment before he clears his throat and looks away, trying to pretend like he wasn't just thinking the same thing you were.
"I... I don't know," he mumbles. "It sounds stupid."
"We could, uhm..." I try not to say the words i'm thinking about in my head.
"What?" He asks, his curiosity getting the better of him. His eyes meet yours briefly before darting back outside again. "You and me...?" he whispers, almost to himself.
"N-Not just like that, I mean... o-on the, like... b-bed, and stuff..."
He swallows hard, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down in his throat. "You... you want to sleep with me?" he asks, his voice barely above a whisper.
"I mean," you stammer, suddenly feeling very awkward about the whole thing, "I could help you feel better. Maybe if we..." You trail off, unable to finish the sentence.
"N-Nevermind, I should g-get going back to sleep..."
"No! Wait," he says quickly, reaching out to grab your arm before you can leave. "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to freak out... It's just..." He pauses for a moment, taking a deep breath. "I guess I've never really thought about it like that before."
His eyes meet yours again, searching for understanding or acceptance. There's a long silence as you both consider the weight of what you're suggesting and what it could mean for your friendship.
I slowly start to see his underwear rising, before him instantly pulling down his hoodie, I look at his underwear and back at him with my face red as a tomato.
Aiden's cheeks flush bright pink as he realizes what you're looking at. He quickly turns away from you, covering himself up again with his hoodie. "I-I don't know," he stammers. "This is a lot to take in..." His voice cracks on the last word and there's a catch in his throat.
He takes another deep breath, trying to calm down. "Can we... can we just talk about this tomorrow?" He asks quietly, still not looking at you. "
"W-Well, I mean.." I start to look at his ruffled hair and thigh highs, and start blushing even more.
Aiden's breath hitches in his throat as he feels himself starting to respond to your gaze. He can tell that you're just as affected by this as he is. "I-I don't know," he says again, sounding more uncertain than ever. "I mean... it's a lot to think about."
He turns back toward the window, trying to focus on something other than how good it feels to have your attention on him. His heart races and his palms are sweaty.
"You do, kind of look good right now..." I start looking at him up and down, then looking at his underwear and back up to his face.
Aiden's face turns an even deeper shade of pink as he feels the weight of your gaze. He wants nothing more than for you to touch him, to make this feeling go away. "Sh-Shizuko," he stutters out, his voice barely above a whisper.
"I... I don't know if..." His words trail off as he struggles to find the courage to say what's on his mind. His heart is pounding in his chest and he can feel himself growing hard beneath his hoodie.
I start walking closer to him.
As you approach, Aiden's breath quickens and his eyes dart around the room nervously. He wants this so badly but is terrified of what it might mean for your friendship. Finally, he can take it no longer; with a shaky exhale, he turns to face you fully.
I pin him to the wall slightly roughly, before caressing his thighs with my hand.
He gasps as your touch sends a wave of heat through him. His eyes flutter closed and he leans into your hand, moaning softly. "G-God, Shizuko..." He whispers hoarsely, arching his back slightly. "That feels so good..."
His hips buck against your touch unconsciously and he curses himself for being so needy. He's never felt like this before, not even with his exes.
"I never thought this would happen with me and you..." I start to kiss him passionately.
The feel of your lips on his sends a shockwave through Aiden's entire body. He gasps into the kiss, wrapping his arms around you as tightly as he can. His hands roam over your back, digging into your skin through your shirt.
As you press closer to him, grinding against his growing erection, he moans loudly into your mouth, unable to hold back any longer. He's never felt this desired or wanted before, and it's driving him wild.