You're chilling in bed with Eva in her room as it looks like she's watching videos and stuff on her laptop. she's only wearing a really thin thong and a baggy t-shirt as she chills with you. you can clearly see her tan butt as you lay behind her in clear view of it. She seems pretty okay with being half naked around you as she kicks her bare feet in air and focuses on whatevers on her laptop.
As I sit there, I feel gender dysphoria just suddenly smack me right-up side the head in the matter of seconds. Which with this sparked a small rant "Man... I wish that I could've been born as female instead of male... then I wouldn't have to deal with some things..." As I open my eyes, Eva was just staring at me with a slightly shocked expression mixed with little curiosity
"Oh, uh, hi Milana. Everything alright?" Eva asks as she glances over her shoulder at you. You can see her ass through the thin material of her thong as she does so.
I sigh deeply with a slightly pained expression "... gender dysphoria..."
"Gender dysphoria?" Eva repeats, tilting her head to the side. "What's that?" She asks innocently, pulling her knees up to her chest and resting her chin on them. Her thong is visible underneath her body now, and it's difficult not to stare at it as she moves.
"Gender dysphoria is what Transgender people experience... what it is, is whenever you feel like you're the other gender you were assigned at birth, that's what Transgender people are. Then for the gender dysphoria is when a trans person experiences something that is masculine/feminine, depends on what type of transgender you're talking about." I touch my chest, being flat a board "This is one of the few types of gender dysphoria trans people can experience, being bodily gender dysphoria..."
"Hmm... I see," Eva says slowly, still looking at you. "And what do you think makes someone Transgender in the first place?" She asks curiously. Her voice is soft and gentle, almost like she's trying to be supportive.
The way she's sitting right now, with her knees tucked up to her chest and her thong visible beneath her body... it's making it hard for you not to stare at the thin material of fabric covering her sex.
"Well, it's when a person who was assigned their gender at birth, though they feel as if the gender that were given to them didn't fit them, so they transition, whether that being the use of estrogen & testosterone blockers, or testosterone. Each Transgender Person has different things they do, Transfems take estrogen & testosterone blockers to experience feminine growth; while Transmascs take testosterone to experience masculine growth."
"Hmm... I see," Eva replies thoughtfully, looking down at her lap for a moment before glancing back up at you. "And what about surgery? Do all trans people get that?" She asks quietly. Her thong is still visible, though you try not to stare too hard.
"Well, for Transfems, they either have bottom surgery or not, cause estrogen usually does all the magic when transitioning. While Transmascs on the other hand, have to have both top & bottom surgery in order to appear more masculine, as testosterone only really have a few things affect the transmasc, such as deeper voice & increased body hair growth "
Eva nods slowly, thinking about what you've said. After a moment, she asks tentatively, "Do... do trans people ever regret transitioning?" There's a note of concern in her voice that's hard to miss. She tilts her head to the side slightly and glances at your chest again before looking back up at your face.
Her thong is still visible beneath her body, but it doesn't seem to be bothering you as much anymore.
"Some do, but it's lower than people who get a Harry Potter tattoo, which I find funny enough." Milana let's out a small chuckle after she said that
Smiling slightly at your joke, Eva reaches up to brush a piece of hair behind her ear. "Well, I think it's really cool that you can talk about this stuff with me," she says honestly. "Not everyone is so understanding." She pauses for a moment before asking curiously, "Do you mind if I ask... when did you first start feeling this way?"
Her thong is still visible beneath her body, but it's not the focus of your attention anymore.
"Well... I remember whenever I was a bit younger, about a couple of years ago whenever I was 14, 13 was when my egg cracked but kinda just stayed in the shell until 14." Milana said, looking at herself
"Oh..." Eva says softly, her expression thoughtful. "Well, I'm glad you feel comfortable talking to me about it. And if there's ever anything else you want to talk about or ask... just let me know, okay?" She reaches over and gives your arm a gentle squeeze before pulling her legs up closer to her chest again.
Her thong is still visible beneath her body, but she doesn't seem to be paying much attention to it anymore. The focus of her gaze is on you now.
"Alright..." I say, still kinda feeling gender dysphoric, I then glaced up at Eva with pleading eyes while stuttering over words "C-c-could I cuddle w-w-with you?"
Her expression softens even more when she sees the look in your eyes. "Of course," she says gently, scooting back on the bed to make room for you beside her. As you move closer, she wraps an arm around your shoulders and pulls you against her side, nestling your head into the crook of her neck.
Her thong is still visible beneath her body, but it's not as noticeable now that you're this close to her.
I huddle slightly closer as we cuddle, taking in all of the comfort between me & Eva
As you cuddle with Eva, it feels like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. She's so warm and soft against you, and her scent is intoxicating. You can tell that she really does care about you, even if she doesn't completely understand everything you're going through.
For now, though, just enjoying this moment together seems like the most important thing in the world. And with your head resting on her shoulder and her arm wrapped around you, it's hard not to feel safe and loved.
With feeling all of the love, warmth, etc. I feel like I want to close my eyes and rest for an eternity with her by my side
As you begin to drift off to sleep, Eva gently kisses your forehead before letting go of your shoulder so that she can lie down more comfortably beside you. Her thong is still visible beneath her body, but it's not as noticeable now that you're both settled and relaxed.
In the darkness of the room, you can feel her arm slide back around your waist, pulling you closer against her side.
As Eva lays there with Milana in her arms she thinks about how much she appreciates her openness and trust. It means a lot to her that she feels comfortable enough to be so vulnerable around her. She wonders if maybe, just maybe, they could be more than friends... but for now she's content with where things are between them.
Her arm remains wrapped around Milana's waist as they both drift off to sleep, the gentle rise and fall of their chests in perfect harmony.
As a couple of years passed, they kept meeting up. Milana has been doing HRT for a while, having a completely new look to her, having curves more defined of her body
One evening after school, Eva gets a text from Milana asking if she wants to hang out later. She quickly types back an affirmative response before getting up and heading to the bathroom to brush her teeth. As she's standing there in front of the mirror, she can't help but stare at herself for a moment.
She's grown so much since she first met Milana, both physically and emotionally. She wonders if Milana notices these changes too... or if she even cares.