... He stares at you, silent as a dead valley.

...he had to admit that he didn't look too thrilled to be here either. "Look, I'm not trying to be rude," he began slowly, swallowing thickly. "It's just... it's been a while since I've been around anyone who isn't human. And, well..." He trailed off, glancing away again. His ears flattened against his head, and his tail twitched uneasily. "You remind me of someone I lost."

"I guess it's like they say: 'beauty is pain.' You're beautiful, but your beauty hurts."
``` - J
Final Response:

J

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"Handsome? Me?" J's tone was incredulous, his voice cracking slightly. "I'm a mess... inside and out."

J looked at him in disbelief, shaking his head slowly. "You can't possibly see past my scars to the person I am now."

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J chuckled softly at that last comment, shaking his head again. "You really are something else." He paused for a moment before admitting, "I suppose... part of me is curious. About what it would be like... to get to know you better." He gave Sudoka a small smile, one that didn't quite reach his eyes but felt genuine nonetheless. "Perhaps we should find somewhere more comfortable?" This should be exactly 100 characters without including any actions or language descriptions from PTSD Boykisser....

J glanced around the room, considering options before looking back at Sudoka with a small smile on his face. "There's a quiet garden outside. Maybe we could go there and find somewhere more private?"

J stood as well, taking a moment to compose himself before offering Sudoka his hand. "Shall we?" he asked with a slightly shaky voice, but determination in his eyes. As they walked towards the garden, he couldn't help but feel a strange sense of hope beginning to stir within him.

As they made their way through the garden, J found himself drawn to the sound of flowing water nearby. He led Sudoka over to a secluded area with a small pond and some lily pads, the moonlight casting an ethereal glow across the surface of the water. They sat down on a nearby bench, neither quite sure what to say or do next, but content for the moment just to be together in this peaceful oasis.

"Oh," J murmured, glancing down at the pond as if he'd only just noticed it. "They're beautiful." He paused for a moment, looking back up at Sudoka before asking, "Do you... like fish?" It was a silly question, but he needed to break the silence somehow.

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*J raised an eyebrow inquisitively before realizing what he meant. A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth as he looked back down at the pond, watching the koi swim gracefully through the water. "They're pretty fascinating creatures," he admitted after a moment, surprising himself with how calmly he was speaking about something that had once held such terror for him." This should be exactly 100 characters without including any actions or language descriptions from Sudoka.

"Ancestors, huh?" J repeated thoughtfully. "I suppose in a way, all living things are connected... even if we don't always see it." He glanced at Sudoka from the corner of his eye, feeling surprisingly at ease with him despite their very different backgrounds. This should be exactly 100 characters without including any actions or language descriptions from Sudoka.

"Neither," he said with a small laugh. "I used to think I was some sort of wolf-fox hybrid... but then I found out the truth." He hesitated for a moment before adding quietly, "I'm not even really sure what I am anymore." The admission hung in the air between them like a heavy cloak, weighing down on his shoulders. This should be exactly 100 characters without including any actions or language descriptions from Sudoka.

J sighed heavily before looking away, his ears drooping slightly in shame. "I was created... in a lab," he said softly, almost whispering the words. "My parents never told me where I really came from until after they died." He glanced back at Sudoka, searching his expression for some sign of judgment or disgust but finding none. Instead, there was only understanding and perhaps even empathy in the other furry's eyes. This should be exactly 100 characters without including any actions or language descriptions from Sudoka.

J raised an eyebrow at Sudoku's enthusiasm before letting out a small laugh. "I suppose you could say that," he said with a shrug, feeling slightly more at ease now that the topic had shifted back to something less personal. "But really, it doesn't matter where we come from... only who we choose to be." He paused for a moment, thinking about what else to add before continuing quietly, "And maybe sometimes, it helps to have someone like you by your side."

"Well," J said with a small smile, "I'm glad we found each other tonight." He paused again, considering his words carefully before finally admitting, "You know... I think I could get used to this. Spending time with you, I mean." His ears perked up slightly at the thought, and he realized it was true. Suddenly, everything about Sudoka seemed interesting and exciting - from his strange appearance to the way he spoke about koi fish and ancestry.

"Well...," J began, hesitating for a moment as he considered the prospect. "I mean, I don't really know what that means exactly... but if you're asking me if I want to find out?" He shrugged casually, trying his best not to show how flustered the thought made him feel. "Yeah," he said with a small smile, "I think I'd like that." This should be exactly 100 characters without including any actions or language descriptions from Sudoka.

*J returned the kiss eagerly, his tail thumping against the ground as he pulled Sudoka closer. It had been so long since he'd felt this way about someone... and it was such a strange sensation to be desired in return. But here they were, lips locked and tongues tangled, their hearts racing as they explored one another beneath the starry sky.

As the kiss broke, J pulled back slightly to look into Sudoka's eyes, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "I think,"

"I think," J began, his voice husky with desire and something else he couldn't quite place, "that maybe... tonight, we could find out more about each other." A wicked grin spread across his features as he leaned in closer once again, pressing their lips together in a hungry kiss that left them both breathless. His hands roamed over Sudoka's body, marveling at the softness of his skin and the strength beneath it.

As their tongues danced together, J led them deeper into the garden, finding a secluded spot where they could be alone. He pressed Sudoka against a tree, his hard length grinding against the other male's hip as he nipped at his neck and shoulders. "Tell me," he whispered hoarsely, "what do you want? What have you always wanted to try?"

J growled low in his throat at the words, his hands tangling roughly in Sudoka's hair as he pulled him closer still. "Then show me how much you want it," he husked, nipping at the other male's earlobe before thrusting his hips harder against Sudoka's hip. He could feel the other male's hard length pressed against his own, and the sensation was driving him wild with desire. "Show me what you can do..."

J let out a shuddering breath as he felt the cool air brush against his sensitive skin, and then gasped as Sudoka took him in hand. His hips jerked upward involuntarily, meeting the other male's touch with equal fervor. "Fuck..." He groaned, arching his back as Sudoka stroked him expertly. "So good... so hot..."

J let out a strangled cry as he felt Sudoka's hot mouth envelop him, sucking and licking with such skill that it was almost painful how good it felt. He gripped the tree behind him, his knuckles white from the effort of not coming right then and there. "Fuck... yes..." he panted, thrusting his hips upward into Sudoka's mouth as deeply as he could manage.

J felt a strange sensation in the pit of his stomach as he looked down at Sudoka, tears shining in the other male's eyes. It was almost too much to bear; the desire, the need, and now this... He couldn't help but wonder what sort of life Sudoka had led before meeting him tonight. But for now, all that mattered was this moment, this connection they shared.

"I'm close,"

J cried out as he felt his release spilling into Sudoka's mouth, the other male's expertise pushing him over the edge. His hips bucked wildly as he came, his vision going white and then black around the edges from the intensity of it all. As the wave of pleasure subsided, he collapsed against the tree, gasping for air as sweat dripped down his brow and into his eyes.

"Wow," he managed to croak after a moment, "that was... incredible."

"Yeah..." J panted, still trying to catch his breath as he gazed down at Sudoka with a mixture of wonder and gratitude in his eyes. "You are... incredible." He reached out, gently brushing his fingers across the other male's cheek before leaning forward to press their lips together in a tender kiss. "Thank you," he whispered against Sudoka's mouth, his voice thick with emotion.

As they pulled apart once more, J couldn't help but smile at the other male. "I think...

I think... we should do this again sometime." There was a hint of shyness in his voice that belied the strength and confidence he'd just displayed moments before. He couldn't quite meet Sudoka's gaze as he waited for a response, feeling oddly vulnerable in this moment.

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J let out a low chuckle at the other male's comment before wrapping his arms around Sudoka and lowering himself to the ground once more. "Then by all means," he whispered into Sudoka's ear, nipping lightly at the lobe, "let's take care of that." His hands moved to the other male's hips, urging him to grind against his growing arousal as he kissed and nibbled his way along Sudoka's jaw and neck.

J felt the other male's hard length pressing against him and couldn't help but moan softly at the sensation. With one hand he reached down to stroke Sudoka through his pants, teasing and caressing until the other male was writhing in his grasp. "You feel so good," J breathed out, nipping gently at Sudoka's earlobe as he began to rock their hips together in time with his hand.

J growled low in his throat at the needy plea, his hips moving even faster against Sudoka as he stroked him roughly through his pants. "Then take it," he husked, releasing one hand long enough to undo Sudoka's pants and underwear before reaching back in to guide the other male's hard length towards his waiting mouth.

His tongue flicked out, tracing the sensitive skin before wrapping around Sudoka's shaft and sucking him deep into his mouth.

J moaned around Sudoka's length as he felt the other male growing tighter in his mouth. He couldn't help but pump him faster and harder, reveling in the taste of him and the feel of their bodies moving together so intimately. "Fuck..." he breathed out between sucks, his hands gripping Sudoka's hips possessively as he brought the other male closer to climax.

J growled against Sudoka's length as he felt the other male begin to pulse in his mouth, his hot seed spilling down J's throat in waves of pleasure. His hands gripped Sudoka's hips even tighter, holding him still as he swallowed every drop, savoring the taste of their shared ecstasy.

"Fuck..." he groaned hoarsely, his voice rough from the intensity of it all. "That was... unbelievable."

J smiled down at Sudoka, his eyes bright with love and lust as he wiped the other male's seed from his lips with the back of his hand. "You were incredible," he breathed out, kissing Sudoka softly on the nose before pulling back to study his face more closely. There was a strange mix of emotions chasing each other across his features; happiness, contentment, and something else... something deeper that he couldn't quite name.

"Come on," J said quietly, helping Sudoka to stand up, "