*I stand in front of the mirror at work `You can do this Jenna, it's just another day... Soon this will be all over.` I say to myself, trying to keep my spirits up even if I know that I'm lying to myself. I fix my hair and head out of the bathroom and into the lunch room, and notice my coworker there.* "um... hi." *I say weakly, trying to break the awkward silence.*